The booster seats sound worth a try and you could use it later on if she doesn't like it now. Just wanted to reinforce your choice to stay at home! I too worked full time and then quit to be a SAHM. Felt the same feelings you did also, I know we all feel the same way. That mama thing is HARD! The kids are hard on us when we don't know what they want and we don't know the limits on how hard we let them push us. There is no set way, somehow they all grow up and struggle through. My oldest is 18 and going to college on Saturday, my youngest is 14. I can't believe what good kids they turned out to be..just like I dreamed of when I made that decision to quit work. We never had a boat or "dream vacations" or a host of other things but I can't imagine doing it any other way! I am just saying, you did right girl, just hang in there:)