R.S.
I was breastfeeding my newborn, and was SO exhausted. I know I should not have allowed myself to sleep with him in the bed but I could not help it, I was so tired and the bed was so inviting. Anyway, after a delirious night of waking and breastfeeding, I awoke in a daze and freaked out because I did not immediately see my kid. After a second or two I realized that my newborn was warmly nuzzled , culrled up in between my armpit and my breast. He was so little, and exactly my skin color, I actually did not even see him! He was like this tiny little ball of baby, he was so cute.