Controversial subject for sure. Let me start by saying this is your decision and yours alone. At the end of the day, you have to do what feels right for you and the health of your child. Now, with all due respect, let me play devil's advocate for a moment...
Here are two links worth exploring:
http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2009/1...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4MIm1mB7GM&feature=yo...
The first...interesting what is said about chronically ill children, vaccinations and possibly why older people may not be succeptible to H1N1; they may have been exposed to a similar strain as children and built immunity naturally - the BEST way! Really the ONLY way.
The second... about Desiree Jennings, a perfectly healthy and beautiful girl and what happened to her after her flu shot. Scary!
The swine flu vaccination that the government is pushing to market has not even been given clinical trials on humans. You don't want this in your body. You don't want this in the body of your kids. We, as consumers and parents, have no idea what long term effects/risks there are.
It is never just the vaccination, it is the chemical reaction caused by your unique genetic chemistry when it comes in contact with the vaccination. Perfectly harmless for most, but how do you ever really know? Vaccines are not a "one size fits all;" how can an infant or toddler's body possibly tolerate the same dosage as 6ft, 240lb, grown male?
In case you are wondering about my decision for my own two beautiful children, they began their life being vaccinated. When it came time for the controversial MMR, I couldn't do it. You see, I truly believe that a chemical reaction occurs in the body and given the fact that my husband is adopted and we have no idea about his genetic identity or history, it is just a risk I was not willing to take. It really is a personal decision.
Erring on the side of caution doesn't always mean going with the "flow" of the medical community, regardless of how much experience they have making vaccines. They also make mistakes. As all humans do.
Just my own personal observation - but isn't it ironic how ever since the pandemic of H1N1 hit the airwaves, we have heard nothing about West Nile Virus? What? Wasn't that a major threat to healthy Americans? Must not be a problem anymore. Don't believe the hype.
That's all. I am stepping off my soap box. All the best to you with whatever decision you choose; if you believe in your heart and mind that it is in the best interest of your family, then it is the right one. Stand firm in your conviction and don't let anyone make you feel guilty for your choice :)
Have a blessed day!
G.