So its not Valentines day just to clear that up. My brain however may be late.
Today I just feel warm and fuzzy inside... Its a good mood really. However I am stuck at work eating the chocolate on my desk counting down the 7 1/2 hours till I go home and cuddle with the puppy and boyfriend... Anyone know what can just snap a good mood after almost a week of complete anger(another story but it has a lot to do with my mom). Dont get me wrong I am LOVING it but kinda weird. Guess today my therapist isnt going to get the "I really need to talk today" call. hehe.
How are you feeling this Tuesday?
ETA - the new car needs a thermostat (got it last monday it was used but o well we have warrenty) The house is a mess and I could finally care less for once, Work is consistant but not busy, (I think my give a D*** busted)
You want a thermostat to stay warm, you want a clean house, you want a non-busy job....You were angry and you needed love.
Your Father knows what you need before you ask him.
- Matthew 6:8
That is from today's mass reading.
Garbage out-mom feelings, good things in- prayers for your healing! May you always see the goodness of God in good times and bad.
Yes, I have often experienced a really good day after many days of ho hum or even anger. I don't question it. I just enjoy!
I have, at times, noticed that the good feelings started with something simple like a walk in the sunshine or a compliment from a stranger. So, I've consciously focused on those pleasant experiences expecting the good feeling to last. And mostly it does.
I've learned over the years that I can influence how I feel by consciously changing the way I think. I suspect that sometimes the good feeling has come and continues because I've let go of bad feelings. Learning how to do so has taken years and conscious practice.
I'm really pleased when the good feelings that last happen without no conscious effort on my part. And I've stopped trying to figure them out. What a blessing they are.
