I know having him gone those many hours is difficult. I also suggest that he can spend time with his parents and also with you. Tell him you're proud that he's taking care of his family. Ask him to also set aside some time with you and your son. Recognize that this will be difficult for him. Support him and how he is taking care of his parents. Don't complain. Use I statements, show compassion for him and his parents. Tell him you and his son needs just some of his time with you.
What is your FIL's prognosis? My cousin died of cancer. His oncologist told him approximately how long he could expect to live if treatment was unsuccessful. He lived 5 of the 4 to 6 months the doctor suggested. He had cancer tumors in his brain, liver, lungs, bladder. The cancer had progressed to the point he was going to die if a new protocol didn't slow tumor growth. He would never be in remission. I had a difficult time accepting that he would suddenly die. I expected his death would be slow after learning this treatment didn't work with enough time to try a different treatment. He was.OK one day. Couldn't pass urine the next and gone 3-4 days later.
My cousin didn't tell me how far the cancer had progressed. We both held our hope the tumor growth would slow giving him more time. Now, I wish I had spent more time with him and talked with him about his dying and what I needed to do as the executor of his will.
Do you know your FIL's prognosis? Is it possible he will die in the next few weeks? Unless your husband goes with his father to doctor appointments, it's possible your husband doesn't know the possibility of his father dying soon rather than later. Or he may know or feel that his father will die soon.
I suggest you and your husband are both scared. He stays with his parents's as the way to help him deal with his own pain. . I suggest you need time with him to help you deal with your pain. Have tge two of you experienced providing emotional support for the other in the past? Or is withdrawing from you his usual response to stress?
I suggest you tell him you know he needs to be with his parents and that you also need time with him. Ask him to consider ways he can be there and with you at times. He may not be able to think about how to do that. Perhaps you could suggest how to do that aND then the two of your decide what to do.
Perhaps he could go to his parents for a couple of hours and then come home. Perhaps he could hire a housekeeper so that he doesn't have to spend so much time helping. Is his mother unable to do housework? Does she need him to stay this long? If you've had heart to heart talks with her in the past, perhaps she would be willing to influence her son to go home
I suggest you will feel better if you don't spend hours there. I can think of no reason to be there all the time. In fact spending hours there will drag you down. There are at least a couple of other reasons for you to limit your time. You have a special needs child who needs to be home living the structured life he's had until now. Special needs kids do not react well to changes. They also don't respond well to emotional stress.
The second and equally important reason is that you need to take care of your feelings. If your husband is unable to support you thru this, you must find a way to get support for yourself. His not being willing to spend more time with you does not mean you are less important than his parents. It may mean he is responding to only having them a short time. He has you forever. It most likely means he's so stressed he has nothing left to give you.
I suggest that if you could sympathize with him and express pride in the way he's supporting his parents. Provide some emotional support for him he may be able to be more sympathetic towards you. Perhaps you also don't have anything left to give. Find ways to emotionally support yourself.
I suggest that you spend more time at home and focus on things that will help you and your son feel better. Find a way.to let go of your hurt. Remind yourself of the times your husband was with you, loving you. Positive thoughts really do improve moods.
Play with your son. Take him to the park, library or McDonald's.I suggest you will feel better when focusing on helping your son instead of on how hurt you are.
I read to give myself a break from serious thoughts. Perhaps you could spend more time with friends. My friends help me regain a healthy perspective.on what is or is not happening. You will get through this. Unless you and your husband always have difficulty being close, you will be close again.