Hi,
Well our stories sound so much alike. I have a 12 year old son that has always struggled in school. He failed the first grade and went through Sylvan's learning center for a year and has always had a tutor. About 2 years ago, he started seeing this lady who told me that he had "language processing disorder". Well, I kinda blew her off because it seemed like everyone had a diagnose for him. But after another person told me over the phone that had never met my son, told me that what I was describing to her, it sounded like a "language processing disorder" than I really thought alot about it. He has trouble in just about every subject, except spelling. He is a whiz at spelling. After the 4th grade, he failed the leap test. He did well during the year and passed all his subjects but because of the leap, he would of had to repeat 4th grade and I was determined to find someone to help him. I did not let him go to summer school because I knew he could not pass the reading part. So I found a local private school and this year he started there. He is so happy and his confidence level has gone up more than I can tell you. The teachers are awesome. He has a tutor for every subject and his teachers even oral test him. Thats something that public schools would not even consider. He always goes to speech therapy twice a week there. Thats also something I fought for in the past but because it was not on his "IEP" they would not do it. Well, even though school is still a huge struggle for him, we have come to the conclusion that its OK to be the way he is. I would never punish him for his grades. I had a meeting friday with his teachers and principal. He is passing the 5th grade but only with modified grades. In other words, if it wasn't for his teachers bending over backwords to help him with his test, then he would be failing. So what we have decided to do for 6th grade, because he will have mid term exams next year, we will try the first 9 weeks with grades, and then if we see that he has hit a wall, and can't go any further, they will put him on a "S" "N" and "U" program. He will no longer have grades. And this means that he can not fail. He will still be doing the same work, but atleast he would see a "F" on this tests. I know that he will never be able to past the leap test and being in private school, thats one less worry for him. Its so hard to see him struggle and I'm sure it is the same for you and your child. Look into this disorder: Language Processing Disorder. Our kids sound so much alike. Just know that its not his fault. I cry often but I know that he tries and at this point, its not a matter of how he gets through school, its just to get him through school.
I hope this helps, and please keep in touch with me and let me know if this helps!
N.