C.O.
R.:
You have been soooo stressed over money and your BF not working, planning a wedding is the last thing you need to do right now. You already stated that your parents will NOT be paying for it.
It's NOT about the "wedding" it's the MARRIAGE. Seriously - go to the Justice of the Peace, then when he is gainfully employed again and you have the money - do the "wedding thing"...
I know you want the fairy tale...everyone does. But trust me - as the girl who's had two "weddings" the best was my second one - my first was HUGE - 200 people, the works. My second one? 40 people- including the a'cappela group. It was intimate and fun!!! Instead of having a "wedding" celebrate with a HUGE party at your house - again - it's not about the wedding - it's about the marriage!!
Also - send me your man's resume again - he didn't call me back and I have new openings.