Y.,
Anxiety is a horrible thing to live with. I went through some severe anxiety after my dad died.
It does not have to be something that you live with for the rest of your life. You can either work through it on your own, or get some help with it. The help can come in the form of a close friend, therapist, hypnotist.
I am a hypnotist, and would be more than happy to help you. Just send me a private message and we can chat.
I think that is the best option because your subconscious mind will receive the instruction that you want to live a happy, anxiety free life. (The anxiety is coming from the subconscious.) No matter what hypnotist you choose (if you decide to go that route), expect 4-6 sessions; and you have to do things to work on your anxiety while you are not in hypnosis - like realize why you started getting anxious in the first place. (Any hypnotist that does not recommend this is just taking your money.)
I love to talk about this kind of thing. Seriously, send me a message! :)
Remember - you DON'T have to live with this!
E.