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If you have a dependent type of personality then you are probably picking the right med for yourself.
I don't have that sort of problem. I took several meds prn for anxiety/panic attacks. I ended up with Klonopin. My doc had no problems giving it to me because I'd hardly ever take one. She called the bottle of pills my lucky rabbit's foot. I had the bottle of pills in my purse so I had access, because I had them I could take them, this meant that I could allow myself to feel secure that I had an escape from a panic attack if I needed it. So I wouldn't take the pills and I'd work through the panic. I would go back month after month with the same amount of pills. Eventually I realized I wasn't having panic attacks anymore and I'd leave the bottle of pills at home, within minutes of my activity, to see if I could do that.
I was able to get rid of them within a year and I don't think I took more than a couple of the pills in that whole time and I stopped having panic attacks.
Medications are a wonderful thing to have to help us get through things like you're going through. I hope the Buspar works for you.