M.K.
You can't get "hooked" on anti depressants unless your doctor gives you the wrong thing.
Sounds like you need a therapist rather than a drug. You don't have a chemical imbalance, you are just an over sensitive individual (not a bad thing! But difficult to manage at times). Please try going to a therapist to discuss your emotions and feelings before going on anti depressants. You said yourself, you aren't depressed. So don't treat it like depression.
Best of luck. If you have any specific questions feel free to message me. I'm on anti depressants for anxiety, but mine is a chemical imbalance. When I have had obvious emotional problems, I go to therapy. It helps me a lot.