D.R.
hi A.,
i wanted to say how moved i was by you talking about the closeness and bond you felt with your husband while practicing nfp. that is exactly what it is supposed to do, along with the obvious family planning aspect. we are also catholic so i do know the church's teachings. my doctor put me on bc pills after my first child was born because i had such irregular cycles that he told me it would force my body to find a regular cycle and then i could come off of them and be able to track what was going on. what i learned was that your body is only forced into the regular cycle for as long as you are on the pills. there is no guarantee that you will stay "regular" after you come off of them. another thing i learned that greatly disturbed me was that bc pills won't necessarily keep you from getting pregnant but they will force your body to naturally abort the baby with your next menstral cycle and you will never even know that you were pregnant. i was devestated when i read this. this was information presented to me while i was investigating nfp. i find it hard to practice nfp without a doctor who supports that decision and can help with questions. most doctors don't understand the process completely and don't recommend it. i have recently learned about a practice that is a completely nfp practice. and they are a family practice, not just and ob/gyn office. i live in monroe, nc and this doctor is located in concord, nc. if you are interested in his name please let me know and i will send it to you. i would not encourage your husband to have the vasectomy as this is against church teaching as well. you both seem to have a strong faith and i'm sure you can work together to get back on the nfp tracking so there won't be worries. i understand your fear of getting pregnant again. we have a 8 1/2 year old and a 6 year old and just found out #3 is on the way in may. it's so exciting and scary at the same time. i hope you can find a way to make nfp work for your family again. maybe finding a doctor or some sort of support group that can help you with monitoring symptoms would help. you will be in my thoughts. best of luck to you and your family.
D. r