I understand that you are in pain, but the best thing for your baby is to wait for labor to start naturally. I am 35 W currently, but my last was born ar 37 weeks by induction after 3 months of bedrest.
He was crital, transferred to Georgetown University Hopsital (lived in Northern VA at the time), spent 3 1/2 weeks in NICU and the first week they didn't know if he was going to make it. He was put back intro a drug induced coma to re-create the womb setting, 8 different IV's, jet repirator (360 breaths a min, NO, ect) .
We couldn't hold him untill he was about 2 weeks old, could nurse untill a couple days before he came home at 3 1/2 weeks, b/c they had to tube feed him at first after he became stable and off the ventilator, then the nurse had to bottle feed him untill he got the concept down- he had to eat a certain amount w/in a certain time and keep it down so they had to be able to measure exactly how much he was eating.
I would hate for anyone to go through what we did- he is our true miracle baby.
Try to take it easy and relax, ask for extra help if needed ect- your baby will be here when they are ready :)
Take Care,
L.